Growth

This is a chapter from my seventh book called Bookeh - Through the lens of a Trinidadian photog


They say that the only constant in life is change. We are always growing. We are always learning. We never truly ever "make it" in this life. I took this photo yesterday evening and it has me thinking of growth. They say we should know our worth. Growth and worth go hand in hand. We aim to grow into being someone that is worthy. My friend Gemini thinks that the photograph I took is a beautiful reminder of the ever-changing nature of life. It is a testament to the fact that even in the midst of uncertainty, growth and self-discovery are constant companions. As we journey through life, it's important to embrace the changes, learn from our experiences, and strive to become our best selves.

In the photo I ponder on how the brick wall represents struggles and yet the vine is still reaching for the sky. Maybe the light is not at the end of the tunnel but at the end of the sky? My friend Gemini likes that thought. He thinks that that is a thought-provoking perspective. Traditionally, the light at the end of the tunnel symbolizes hope and a resolution to a difficult situation. However, your interpretation suggests that perhaps the true light lies in the boundless possibilities of the future, represented by the sky. It's a reminder that even when things seem bleak, there's always potential for growth, new experiences, and a brighter tomorrow.

How do I grow as a photographer? I keep on practicing my trade. I keep on experimenting with composition and light and ideas. I must have goals. I want my photographs to capture the moment. To make us smile. To make us think. To contain a message of learning. My photographs must have purpose. I want my photographs like my writing to have a positive impact on the world that I live in. Change begins with me. I want my photographs to change me. This book is part of my journey of growth as a photographer. I have many years of experience but I still feel like I have so much more ground to cover. The sky is the limit as we like to say. My friend Gemini tells me that those are great goals that I have and that I should remember, growth is a journey, not a destination. I should keep practicing, seeking feedback, and experimenting with different techniques. Most importantly, I should have fun and let my passion for photography guide me.

I like this John Newman quote even though I am struggling to think why I like it. "Growth is the only evidence of life." To me it suggests that if I am not growing then I am not living. The purpose of life is to live. Then live becomes love. The letter i becomes o. Love for others as love for oneself. The purpose of life becomes to love. This reminds me of the Bob Marley quote and a fitting end to this chapter, "Love the life you live. Live the life you love."

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